I got a feeling..

Ellow ladies n gents,

Its now the season of festive celebrations! Now that Ramadhan is nearing its end *cries* I wont be able to get double blessings for my deeds~~ T.T

Somehow I feel that the gap between last year's Ramadhan and this year getting closer. It just feels like we were in Syawwal few months back. Time does fly when we are having fun but I'm not sure I had so much fun that I didn't realize a WHOLE year has passed. I guess in all the hectic and busy days I lose my track of time. I feel older, taller, kacak-er, haha. But not sure if I am getting any maturer. In any case, I would like to say farewell to Ramadhan and hope to see it next year.

Aidilfitri is just not as happening as it used to be during my younger days. Its just not the same. Especially when the most loved person, ma gramps, is absent presence. May he rest in peace and enjoy the well earned fruits of his labor, tutoring me the hard facts of life and grinding me into a well-aware, noble, kindhearted person that he was. I guess the highlight of every celebration has always involved him and this would be the first Aidilfitri without his joyous laughter and rants. But hey? I knew he had a good time among the living. I just some how wish that he would be around when I need advice for something.

Haha. My beloved late Grampa.

I will always remember those last words I said to him.

"I'll meet you there grampa. I'll meet you there."

=D